…because of that stereotype, that stupid bias that ‘bi’ is what a girl calls herself in want of attention. It’s wrong, but it is there, people still think this. Aaaaggggrrrrhh!
I don’t know what to say sometimes about it. All I know is that I’m attracted to girls just as well as I’m attracted to boys. Sometimes even more (waaay more) to girls than to boys. It just happens, ‘cause i live in Moscow, Russia and 99,9% of girls here are gorgeous. The only ones that may be called unpretty or ugly are those who must’ve had some serious damage or just very sick at the moment. But they still are beautiful! And its the other way with boys. There are not so many of them who are even slightly attractive in any way - be it personality or appearance.
It’s hard and I’m already a little tired of situations as when I’m walking with my friends and see some really gorgeous woman/girl and I just cannot keep it to myself (especially if I’m in a right mood) and I just have to go and tell/assure her that she is really a beautiful woman and I’m in awe . Not all of my friends are used to me being like that, and it’s harder when they have their boyfriends or male friends with them, ‘cause guys have difficulties accepting that side of me. And they all think I’m some kind of a weirdo. Weirdo that must be laughed at, sometimes.
Sad. Though I’m a young girl, I guess all that makes me no better than some passing by men hitting on women. Sad.